My Immortal...

There is one song that has become a very touching song for me... Each word of this song reflects every little piece of my life...

My heart is often filled with anger, my mind is always corrupted with despair...
But everytime I hear this song, I become calmer...

I believe that only the people who have lost someone that they truly care about can fully understand the meaning behind the words...

Here it is... The song..

My Immortal {by : Evanescence}

I'm so tired of being here...
Suppressed by all my childish fears...
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave...
'Cause your presence still lingers here...
And it won't leave me alone...

These wounds won't seem to heal...
This pain is just too real...
There's just too much that time cannot erase...

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears...
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears...
And I held your hand through all of these years...
But you still have all of me...

You used to captivate me by your resonating light...
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind...
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams...
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me...

These wounds won't seem to heal...
This pain is just too real...
There's just too much that time cannot erase...

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears...
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears...
And I held your hand through all of these years...
But you still have all of me...

I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone...
But though you're still with me...
I've been alone all along...
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Tears are flowing as this song plays its bitter lyric in a melodic tunes, but it really helps me to understand everything...
It makes me realize that the most important things is the happiness of the one we really care about, whoever she is. Although maybe for that happiness... We will die for it...

Now things have changed...

"I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone...
But though you're still with me...
I've been alone all along..."

But all my promises to her will always live immortally for her...

"When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears...
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears...
And I held your hand through all of these years...
But you still have all of me..."